F.O.C.U.S

 I am too tired and my body is too run down to deal with BIG things right now, Lord. I know, I know, I asked you to purge me and help me grow a deeper, more meaningful relationship with You.  Are you really asking me to purge my library? Facebook doesn't take that much of my time does it? I deserve to be bitter about....... don't I? Well, my husband upset me so I deserve to go shopping and spend more money then necessary.
 I wanted to be shown areas that could be clouding my walk with you but can't it wait until I start getting full nights of sleep again and the mad rush of christmas is over so I can F.O.C.U.S?
 "My child, thats exactly what I am asking you to do, is, FOCUS. 
 Focus on what will bring me glory! Do the books in your library draw you closer to Me? Doesn't facebook take too much time away from your children and quiet time with Me? Can you not see that bitterness is eating you like a cancer?
FOCUS, my child, FOCUS!!!!!!
Okay Lord, I am slow, but I am getting it! All this that you are asking of me will purge me and draw me closer to you.
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This process has NOT been easy but I am finally getting it and while it is painful to go through these things I am also so excited to see where God is going to take me and our marriage.
No, I dont feel like Facebook is wrong but I have  definitely been spending too much time on it.
Shopping is something I will always love but hopefully never again abuse the privilege by "taking it out on my husband".
 So starting now, and fresh in the year 2012, I intend to FOCUS.